Thursday, January 28, 2010

Trash My Love




TRASH MY LOVE

I wanted to be the perfect girl
With unreal visions and prison of dreams
I've locked myself in my world/a room
And my body went robotic
I could only breath through despair
I couldn't feel hungry nor tired
Just this door in front of me
Blocking out the end
And putting a hold on my own life
I've trashed times and times again
I've heard the sound of the glass breaking on the floor
I've trashed my love
I've trashed fuck knows
I've created a kingdom of darkness
I'm the girl who likes to blow it
But doesn't really like it
The altercation inside of me is a big contradiction
It feels like someone close died
It feels like dying
Like a neverending fall that doesn't allow you to touch the ground
ever again
Repressed anger let go of me
I'm tired of escaping control
Making my days look all the same
Giving in abondon
Dreaming to confort myself
Trusting in my paranoias
Maybe I should try another way then
''Be brave, be strong, be free !''